waaaa

why..why...why...why...why...
its very5 hard to understand a guy....
i thought i already know him better but, actually I'm failed...
how i'm going to face this...
he keeps on denying
n
someone keeps on telling me...
hurmmm
at one point, i thought i noe him better and i should listen to him n trust him...
at one point, i think that the other side is right...
if not, why on earth is that human being telling me all these things??
that's really no point of that creature making up those things...

.......life........
sometimes we are up in the sky...
sometimes we are down to earth...
so many sometimes can make our life colourful...
so many colourful can make our head dizzy...
thinking all the things that we shouldn't...
thinking all the things that we have to...

-waaaa-
i need someone to be by my side...
i need someone to listen to me...
but...
i cant tell this to mummy.. or k.lynn or deq nur...
or anyone else...
if not...
it will ruin everything...
so, better for me to keep this as my secret ever...
owh, my goodness...
i really3 hope that this precious thing gone as soon as possible..
with the right decision i'll make...
with the right way i'll choose..
with the right thing i'll think...