the time has come!!!

maybe the time has come........

everybody was worried.....

till this age i do not even know how to cook......

i dont know how to operate fish as in malay *menyiang ikan*

i am afraid of frying (i.e fish n chicken)

because of the pops it will make...

i have tried cook something but nobody ate....

so

better for me not to waste my time and energy for that.....

and i realize something...........

I DONT LIKE COOKING

thats why i dont have any feelings or any interests in cooking...

i just cook whenever mom asks me to help her...

to be precise, i just help mummy to cook...

i am not the one who cook for my family like others who cook for their family when they are up till this age or even younger than i am....

before this everything was oke...

but now, i have to make myself to love with all the cooking things...

all rite...

i'll try...

try

try

try

then

when it comes to the time of trying..

mummy will end up like she wants to do everything because cant stand with my mouths..

too many questions with this and that...

like i dont know every single thing of cooking things...

in conclusion,

i manage to find out the factor of i-dont-know-how-to-cook with these 2 major factors:

1. nobody will eat what i cook

2. i've no opportunity to cook

but!

i have to do something...

because the time has come...

1. it was a shameful when a girl like me still dont know how to cook

2. it has 3, 4, 5 years to go before getting married

oke..

thats all from now...

do wish me luck for this thing...

hohohoho

p/s: really need to practice this like what mama long said, cooking is just like an experiment...if failed for the first time then we have to try again until we get the well-done-cooking...