hurmmmm.....

Well, it has been a very long tyme i'm not writing here... it seems like i already died...
but, its not.. i'm still alive, i just had a very very very hectic life........
n for that long tyme not updating this wonderful blog, i had been through sooo many things including happiness and sadness...

But, trust me, everything that happens in my life for pass 2, 3 months make me more tougher, stronger and independent than i am....

Actually there's a lot of things to be shared with...
It's about my family, my diploma graduation, him and also about my friends...

Ermmm talking about friends, it's really3 make me think deeply from the bottom of my heart...
Well, not to say that i'm not beleive in friendship,
but it is....huhuhu
Even i'm such a very hard person but i think i'm being a very good friends to all of my friends...
i just share and give what i have to them, especially those who are close with me...
but then, sumthing has turned up....
i feel like i'm just a tool for them as they can take advantage of me
(even i dont have anything to take advantage on)
Yeah, nobody will understand my situation, nobody will understand me even if i'm telling from A to Z...
But its ok, i dont want to make people sympathy for me, i just want to express my feelings as though i dont want to become a crazy girl if i just keep inside on my own...

F.R.I.E.N.D.S
yes, it is true that we have to be friends with people, but the advice here, you dont have to give 100% for your friends even if they are your besties....
i had the experienced being fool of that kind of friends and it made me really3 sick of it...
i have friends who are HYPOCRITE, LIAR, SELLFISH...
but i dont know whether these types of friends of mine could be suitable to be called friends or not...
by right i dont think they are friends of mine anymore...

So, to everyone outside there, i just wanna tell you that just be careful in choosing your friends, be careful being friends with others because we dont know in the future what will happens... maybe this time they are really good to us but in the future when they can easily live without you, they can just leave you alone just like that...
they cant even think of the simple things that you had been through together and the things that you did for them...
all your sacrifice before this will gone just like that without a word of appreciatiation...
and that time, you'll realize that you are a victim of your cruel friend....

So, Beware!!!