inner conflict

hello everyone..

its been a while since i didnt post something in here..

so many things to do..

so many things to think of..

so many things happened..

nothing much to say.. 

just peeping into this blog..

well, this year we gonna have the family day: Ibrahim & Sons Family Day which i cant remember the seventh, eighth or ninth..)

it sounds good, as we can meet each other, playing games and enjoying ourselves with all of those fantastic activities plus, the never-fail-to-be-happy during the dinner with the fabulous theme chosen. 

however, 

this year, im not so looking into this family day because i already know the most famous question to be asked to me is about: "when am i going to finish my study", yes, this is so true!

i hate being asked that question because everyone the same age as mine were all successfully graduated..

maybe people out there dont know and dont feel me but i really feel like i am too slow in learning when people keep on asking the same question over and over again, and still, i am not yet graduating..

well, people who graduate late basically is because of they have repeat papers or they are really problematic students.. or, they must be medical students..

but, im not.. i only took english and why cant i graduate early??!! hurmmm

i got many wedding invitations day by day..

 it is not that i really want to get married..

my point is that they graduated early, get the good job therefore they can settle down easily..

even one of my bestfriends is now expecting to have her first child..

 but me?

i dont even finish my bachelor degree.. :'(

 up to now, up to this point, i still be upset and frustrated to myself upon thinking and reminiscing about my spm result..i know, it was 6 years back but still, i cant help it out of my mind..not even a second..

it was so frustrated and regretful not to score during my spm.. i was being left by most of them in Malaysia, doing my diploma in a place which i myself dont know the existance of that instituition (UDM, previously, so called KUSZA) while others start to do their foundation for the degree programme and A-level to go abroad..

but i do believe ALLAH has chosen the best path for me to go..

i just need to follow the correct and right way of going to the end of my life..

 after all,  

i am so grateful with what HE had given to me and i am so blessed with what i had now..

i am writing here not to complaint of anything, i am just pouring what i have in my heart and mind..

i cant wait to graduate as an English for Professional Communication student from UiTM and inshaAllah will further my masters degree soon..

p/s: let us pray for the best as we dont know whats the best for us. inshaAllah everything will be smooth as planned..

eid 2011

salam merdeka raya to all muslims in the world..

alhamdulillah i've been celebrating raya for 23 years with my beloved family..

like all,

raya is celebrated with love and happy as we gathered in the family, meet relatives and friends and oh, relatives-to-be maybe? ;)

nothing much to say..

enjoy the photos below..

*with mummy, and abe*

*abe again with papa*

*awesome cousins*

*yeeppii*

*with anur: model-like pose*

*with abe aka teddy bear*

*with adeq*

*eating when no guests are around*

*guests are eating, mimi is snapping*

*second day in the car*

*raya at hutan rimba?*

*third day: normal pose when nobody wants to snap for me*

*the only picture that i can snap with rizq! i mean the proper one*

*see, he's here!*

*mami n mek look like siblings*

*fourth day: at nabilah's wedding, but no bride and bridegroom*

*again, only us*

*fifth day: waiting for besty to pick up and go for raya, oh rizq is helping to clean up the house!*

okay..

that's it for raya 2011..

i wish i can upload all.. hee ;D

i seek for forgiveness from the bottom of my heart to all of you..

may this syawal brings more lights or 'nur' in our life.. :)

p/s: Rizq was not celebrating first day raya in KB.. :(

Ramadhan Kareem

alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah..
i'm so grateful and thankful to Allah for giving me this precious opportunity to celebrate this holy month with my beloved family...
i have one whole month for sahur and iftar with mummy, papa and deq nur..
yes, only three of them..
but it is more than enough for me..
syukur. =)

oh,
last weekend was superb as everyone was coming home to celebrate Ramadhan together.
and we were all happy being together.. :D
the most excited person on earth during that time was Rizq..
he had this whole house for himself..
running here and there..
laughing and rolling..
and sometimes 'pe'el' too..
etc.

alhamdulillah..
i can perform my terawih almost every night..
alhamdulillah..
i help mummy a lot..
and
i'm satisfied with that even though i didn't go out for part time job..
the most satisfaction for me is when i can wake up as early at 4.30am every morning for sahur.. and guess what?
i'm the one who prepare for sahur and i just wake them up at 5.00am..
me, myself could hardly believe it was me doing that..
previously i was the one who woke up late and sometimes i didn't take sahur because i didn't want to wake up..
and now, i'm all changed..
alhamdulillah.. =)
(err maybe it shows i'm an adult??) :p

that's all for now..
happy fasting peeps..
may this fasting month brings happiness for all of us..
may we will be under HIS blessings, always..

p/s: don't eat too much during iftar, yeah.. you might miss terawih.. :)

comeback!

whoa! what a long rest i had..

been doing nothing at home but have no feelings to write and decorate this baby blog...

i had so many things to be shared with...

i had so many downs these days...

i had also my ups during my rest for blogging...

many...

many...

many...

maybe because i already have something that i can share with,

that is why this blog is neglected days and nights...

i give everything in my twitterland because i really enjoyed twittering far more better than facebooking and blogging...

everything that happened to me,

straight away will be updated in my twitter...

definitely that is the main point i didn't write anything in here...

and

owh!

talking about facebook,

i think my facebook account really needs a rest..

and i give it a rest...

its a good thing for me...

no scandaling..

no gossiping..

no stalking...

no chatting...

and there's a lot more of no this and no that...

but this is not gonna be permanent...

i'll be on again when i'm ready...

so far i could manage it well...

(",)

okay

till then..

will be writing again when i feel like to write...

-daa-

p/s: oh, i really need a vacation now........

so long part 3

nothing much to update....

working very hard on the web page....

finishing the assignments....

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okay..

bye...

p/s: need to prepare for the exams as well...

adults must lead in respect for others.

alhamdulillah.

my writing was published.

this is my first experience and it was a success.

maybe i can write more some other time.

yes, for my future career.

(thanks lyla for helping me in googling the article)

http://www.thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2011/3/12/focus/8238731&sec=focus

(sorry cant provide with the hard copy)

and now.

i'm working hard on my interactive cd for standard 1 students.

hopefully it is also a success.

seriously will be proud if the cd is proposed to the Ministry of Education.

and will very very very proud if it is accepted and use for learning process.

till then.

bye.

=))

p/s: this is kind of motivation for me to work harder...

its cool babe~

courses taken this semester were very challenging...

seriously...

this is not a joke...

really cracks my thick head in doing everything.....

i don't even have time to go home during weekend...

i don't even have time to hang out at malls with my friends.....

i don't even have time to take a very longgg nap...(only a short while-well, it is a nap, rite? ;))

however...

courses of this semester have taught me a lot in dealing with people especially in business setting...

my assignments and tasks are all awesome and cool...

- have to give respond to one of the articles in newspaper whether NST or The Star...

if our responses are published in those newspapers, we will get bonus marks...

- have to make an interactive CD for standard 1 students, based on their syllabus and will be proposed to the Ministry of Education....

- need to create our own webpage, having all of our personal details there including e-resume etc...

- have to have wordpress blog and need to write the blog at least once a week about the lesson taught in that week and marks will be given based on our reflections of that week... oh, we also need to comments on others as well as all the posts will be published....

- need to go to one of the companies that used English medium to see how they work in professional field and make a report on that...

don't you think this is awesome? cool? it is right?

even though it is just like that, looks like simple tasks but it needs a lot of patience and determination in doing all those kinds of stuffs....

i don't know about others, but i am really thrilling with these tasks...

maybe some of you already expose to this kind of things, but not me...

and i have to work reallllyyy hard on these.....

pray for me, please...

i need those prayers...

a lot...

really...

p/s: i will always having problems with the technology stuffs......really bad in that field.... =(

comelnya berbaju kurung

owh, this is first time ever i've been tagged in this blog and for the first time i will involve in this kind of competition...

thanks to jalielah for tagging me... =)

actually i didnt realize that it was me..i thought it was your other friend...ehehe

this contest is actually from siti khadijah

now, here it goes...

SEBAB PEREMPUAN PAKAI BAJU KURUNG COMEL

perempuan yang pakai baju kurung adalah comel kerana menyerlahkan keayuan dan kesantunan mereka....

mereka yang memakia baju kurung akan secara automatiknya menjadikan mereka berkelakuan seperti seorang perempuan, dengan erti kata lain perempuan adalah perempuan di mana sekeras-keras atau seganas-ganas mereka adalah perempuan juga...

perempuan adalah sinonim dengan kelembutan dan kesusilaan mereka...oleh itu, dengan memakai baju kurung ini segala sifat-sifat seorang perempuan yang semula jadi akan terserlah sama ada melalui cara berjalan, bercakap atau sebagainya...

PENDAPAT TENTANG BAJU KURUNG

bagi saya, baju kurung adalah satu-satunya baju yang akan meyelamatkan anda semua dari 'out of place' which means kalau anda ke tempat yang formal secara senangnya anda boleh memilih baju kurung sebagai baju pilihan andaa....

baju kurung amatlah sinonim dengan pakaian formal di mana ramai kaum selain daripada Melayu yang memakainya terutama sekali semasa sesi pembentangan professional..

selain itu, pemilihan baju kurung boleh menampakkan bentuk tubuh badan anda....di sini ia membawa maksud bahawa baju kurung kadang-kadang menampakkan anda kurus dengan tubuh badan anda yang sebenar, atau menampakkan keseksiaan anda....

baju kurung tidak ditelan zaman dan lapuk dek hujan kerana pemakainnya adalah sepanjang zaman...walau semoden mana sekalipun, baju kurung tetap digayakan sewaktu majlis keraian seperti majlis hari raya atau semasa kenduri...

*just a simple baju kurung*

okay..now, i'm going to tag another 5 person:

yann

eja

najwa sofwani

isskhoo

suehana roslan

--> tarikh tutup penyertaan adalah 20 february 2011...

p/s: am so excited in updating this entry.... =)