Monday, April 27, 2009

::1 for all..all for 1::

still talking about yesterday...
oopss its not really yesterday, but the last two days...

the 4 of us had been together in dungun
(mesra mall+akok's house+adeq's house+market+uitm beach)

-even it got nothing about the places, but for us it has something-

we spent 2 days together before we all go different ways of life after this..
yes, we still in contact to each other but it will be a little bit different as we may study in different universities for our bachelor study and that's for sure our home is not together and quite far for each other...

1 more thing that i am very cocksure that we will not going to see our faces, sit together for gossiping and have our meals together for everyday..
hurmmmm

BUT

before everything is over, lets appreciate this moment together
-sad to say if that was the last trip for us-


*at mesra mall(reject shop)




*on the grass*



*at the beach(benteng)*



*really enjoy*



*on our way back*



*stopped by to pray*




*in the car*

we did enjoy ourselves soo very much...
i cant really explain my feelings during that time...
the 3 of them too i think...
my heart during that time was rolling+jumping+spinning: its all blended together
i dont know how to express my feelings...
yeah, its happy...
but i knew, it wont last forever...
well, what to do...
whatever it was, our lives must go on..
just do whatever you want to and enjoy in what you are doing..
we cannot be perfect, we cannot make all hearts in this world happy with us..
just live your life happily.. =)

before i stop...

just want to thanks adeq so much for brought me to know dungun, provide the home stay for us and for drove all over the way we went to..
tq to ma for preparing the good meals for us (i ate a lot: as kept the words its not always i went there and maybe it was the last) huhu

SORRY

once again if all this 3 years my words+mouth did always hurt the feelings of yours..
the 3 of you: momma+adeq+ayong

-i didn't mean to hurt all of you-

i'll always miss you and love you all..
hugs and kisses from me: mmmmuuaahhhhh

p/s: hope to be together again... i will never forget the friendship of ours...full of colours...







i'm in cloud 9..=)

yesterday
was a very big day for me...
it has been one year being in relationship with him...
thanks to Almighty to give him for me..
he was the best man I've ever met...
well maybe to somebody it sounds quite annoying because the words like in novels...
but
its true....
all this while, he always treat me as a princess..
ermmmm
well, all of the boyfriends and girlfriends in this world treat their partners like that...
nothing much to be proud of...
but, still I'm proud of him...
he can accept me the way i am..
(well, i'm such a very difficult person if you know me better)
he can handle me in whatever things happen..

i'm kinda tired of meeting the guy or the man who are always make my heart like barbie dolls whom they can do whatever they wish to do on me..
they are all soo cruel+jerk by leaving me just like that without saying a word of what bad things i did to them...
if not i can change my attitude and improve myself..
ermmm
no one is perfect....
i know, i'm such harsh+stubborn girlfriend..
(sorry for not make both of you happy being in relationship with me)
its enough for that and i really hope that he wont do the same thing to me..really..

a few words for him:

you're my heart, my soul and my life..
i love you sooo much..
hope we will end up as husband and wife
and
our love will last forever till the end of our life
and also
in hereafter
-amin-


*tq for being someone in my life*










Thursday, April 23, 2009

final for real!!

there's been a long time i'm not updating my blog...
quite bz with this final exam..
ermm but its not relly bz studying...but bz singing...hahaha
pity to my roomate..
she must be very stressed i think...
well, i love to sing when i'm studying n under pressure... that's what my bad habit..
so, who ever my roommate is, she is going to be stressed with this kind of attitude of mine especially during the exam time...hurmmm
sorry 4 that...
not to forget: sorry to my neighbours too if my voices did hurting their heart n mind sooo vry much.......

nothing much to talk about final exams...
just study, understand, remember n answer the questions.. thats it..
sometimes when we cannot remember what we had read, it is normal as a human being..
so, i advice to me myself n to all students who are taking the exams, not to be stressed if this happens to you..just pray to Allah n everything will be okay..=)
-Insya Allah-

i am very happy if this exams are all done and cannot wait to finish this precious one paper..
BUT..

happiness will not always be with us..
going home for real and leave terengganu for good after 3 years here, it is not easy for me..
my special friends and lecturers of course will leave footprints in my heart..
we may go different ways of life and things not be the same anymore..
special thanks to all teslians for being my friends and make me as your friend...
experienced as a tesl student in udm and all the memories we had shared together will always remain in my heart...always...for sure...
hope that all of us not to be lost contact even we are busy doing our own matters after this..

ermmm, i think i have to admit that i'm gonna miss my life here with all of my friends whom always be with me in my ups and downs....

momma+adeq+ayong: tq sooo much for being my very best friends...understand me and accept me in the way i am...
pali+megat: tq for the cars that bring me home and take me here...
din+zue:
tq for being my sifu, make me understand in the subjects that i don't...
izzah+kiah: tq for all the gossipss..
kakak: tq for always come and visit my room.. =)
pani: tq for being good teammate n helping me during the practicum..

n tq to all teslians.. even you're not mentioned but you are all always be in my heart..

SORRY
from the bottom of my heart to all of you...
i cannot be perfect and i did lots of mistakes since we were friends...
sorry for my laserness to all of you..

THANK YOU & SORRY for everything..

p/s: hope to see all of you again..







Thursday, April 9, 2009

yeepy...yeep..hooray =)

ahaaa..
after a few months cracking our heads down to earth, finally we manage to finish our propa...
it was a big release as we already sent it to be bind..
now, what we can do is just wait for our results...
hurmmm tkot laa~ whatever it is, we had done our very best....
hope we can get A...---> ooppssss... everyone wants A... =)

p/s: very much tq to intaq+pani for being cooperative+determination in order to finish our propa..

i'm going home this evening.... =)
k.lynn and abe also will be home tonite...
hmmm i think this will be a great family gathering after it had a long tyme we haven't gather..
as i remembered, the last time was during the last eid...
waaaa miss all of you....
*papa+mummy+k.lynn+abe+adeq+deq nur*
-not to forget: a. jaly-


*ooho balik kampong..ooho balik kampong*


Monday, April 6, 2009

propa..paa..pa..paa.....

hurmmmm... soo many things must be corrected... waaaa cant wait to get green lite from madame to bind my propa.... i felt like i did enjoy doing this buzy things although sumtymes it cracked my head down to earth....... huhu
hoping that tomorrow madame will approve our propa, so that it doesnt have any delay for me to go home this thursday.......=)


after all da hard work throughout the semester they can finally shaking their legs for relieve *as if theres no final exam* wakaka

*mmmm that'll be great if i can drink a glass of clear water with release*
no more all da assignments..presentations..and da most famous subject now:PROPA
perhaps i can concentrate on my final exams paper........
*wink*wink*



*drinking a glass of clear water =)*

haloo haa~

guess what!!! today i can successfully create my own blog after a few months having probs with my email address.. feeling so happy, very2 good... =)
special thanks to my friends for introducing me and teaching me how to blogging....hihi
dnie, zuelaikha, kakak.... ur kindness will be appreciated..=)
hoping that u'll help me again in the future if i get some difficulties............

~enjoy viewing my blog~ =)

start a new day with a new life..=)

woke up early in da morning...prepare 4 class...went back to da hostel...take a nap... =)